Oh dear: I have to be careful what I say here. You’ve put yourself in a very vulnerable position by opening up to people on the forum and I want to be respectful of that and your feelings.
I must say one thing though and I’ve quoted you above— God does not forsake those who belong to Him. If you’re referencing life just in general… sometimes it can feel that way because we have so much hurt. But the reality is we are living in a broken world, filled with broken people-that break each other up with the jagged edges of their broken behavior.
Thats a quote from one of Bruce Marchiano‘s books from several years ago. The book was called Jesus wept. It’s been out of print for a long time . He’s also known as the smiling Jesus as in 1991 he did what I consider the best Jesus movie ever which was the gospel according to Matthew NIV Word for Word. He played Jesus.
Anyway I just wanted to let you know that that movie is free on YouTube you should check it out try to find one of the ones without any commercials. It’s four hours long. Yup its low budget. Still the best
I’m going to try to link it here for you I think this one may not have commercials. When this was made it was on VHS so the quality isn’t as great here but like I said there’s no commercials I think there might be a better quality one with commercials if you care to go that way.
No he doesn’t forsake us just sometimes his timing is not our timing, his ways are not our ways and we are still in a broken world. And sometimes he’s working in the background and we just don’t see it.
As to these shots. As a nurse I know what they’re doing to people and I’m super sad to hear that you may have done something to yourself that you’re going to regret in the future. Someone posted for you a link to Dr. Zalenko, at this point I would just encourage you to check out his links because if you can do anything to assist your body to battle against what you’ve done…
I disagree about your statement this is not part of the mark of the beast it definitely is in that it’s a necessary component. I will leave it at that but I’ll just summarize it to say all of these mRNA things are all part of that beast system and eventually they’re going to flip the switch and the components are going to be used to tie into that system. Not to mention the global agenda but you said you’ve already researched all of that. Nothing that modifies the RNA DNA in our God made bodies is of the Lord or good.
Anyway I wish you the best but you must square away with the Lord. If you’re thinking that he has forsaken you then you’ve got a problem between your heart and the Lord. Time is short until his return so you should try to reconnect there before it’s too late. Many of us are alone in the world: I’ve been alone the majority of my life. But the one who is, has been and always will continue to be there is the Lord.
It’s all about what’s in your heart and that’s between you and Him.