Hello brothers and sisters, on my heart today and many days is my church. The lukewarm, dead American church. I have been feeling this way for awhile in my church but especially now. Given it is so evident that these shots are evil and there is no truth to the covid narrative I am struggling to be in our church. There is no mention of what time it is. In fact, everything is as if it were normal except the fear of covid.
There is no talk about mandates, the fear, the lies, what time it is. Nothing. The elephant in the room is not being discussed. The pastor has not mentioned covid except in the very beginning saying not to fear (bravo!). Well that was the last of it. The majority have went and took the jab and been in fear ever since. This past year we went down the street to another church most the time bc they didn’t have masks (and had student programming) , PTL. But, returning to our member church that brought programming back, its hard. With more evidence , ample evidence of where everything is at, I don’t think I can sit in that church and follow along when so much of the Word is ignored and no warning to the flock. The other church down the road was bolder, asking some questions, but again, no mention of what time it is and what is really going on. No dots connecting.
I feel so out of place. Today I went up to greet an old friend at church (older in age too) who I used to meet with regularly in prayer group. I was so happy to see him it was my natural reaction to go to hug him. He backed away from me as though I had the plague and said, oh no, I can’t do that. I said “oh no, but why”? Just came right out of my mouth along with the bewildered look on my face (yep, no poker face here). I couldn’t believe it. We are in a bible believing church and yet here is a godly man, who has followed the Lord longer than I have and I cannot tell any difference from him and the world. My heart is so grievous about this. We have been praying about what to do but I just wanted to lay it out there. To think that I am in a mega church and people in my circle of life there have no question or idea of where we are at prophetically, just living their lives like its all fine. Believing the lies. Nothing coming from the pulpit. No warnings.
I praise God for the discernment He has given me and all of us. But I wonder, what am I supposed to be doing in the church? I am like a square peg trying to fit into a round hole. An alien in a CHURCH pew.
I wonder, what does God think? That here we are in such historic prophetic events, leading up to the most historic events of the world as prophesied, and we are not talking about it in our churches. Its so surreal.
Thank God for Pastor JD and all of you and the small circle of friends I do have that understand.
Please share if you are also having problems at your church and if you have tried to talk to the pastor or staff.