My so called best friend left with a lot of my things and a CC for $233 that I paid off to save my credit. My son is not here yet. I am all alone. All I hear is how bad of a thing my son did when he took his life. I am isolated now. No family, no friends, no Church I am an orphaned baby that is more homesick each day.
Pastor hit a nerve today. This world has absolutely nothing for me. Meet my son that I received the letter about. This woman also took all my pics of my family.
UPDATE… My friend came today and talked to me. She returned my pictures. She is having it hard. Her kids are calling her all kinds of bad names. Threatening her. Not allowing her to see her grandkids that she practically raised. She is living in a camper. She asked if she could live with me in the winter and I said of course. I told her I loved her and I do. I felt so convicted when she left. I had no idea what she was going through. My insides were aching. I went straight to the Throne for forgiveness. I did not know she did not answer my text messages. So her family has disowned her because she is not there to live off and be a full time free babysitter. I am proud of her. She is making a decision that makes her happy. This world does not matter. We have eternity to be together. So this will pass. TY Jesus for pulling me through. I can see the other side. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. This was a tough trial.