I am in need of prayer today! Please pray for me! Two things stirring up fear and I’m needed help in the battle against it. Yesterday was so discouraged and heavy hearted that I could barely function it seemed.
First, NY state is denying all exemptions for the mandatory shots. You might have seen me post in another area that my daughter-in-law and my son are being mandated to take the shot before Sept 27 or loose their jobs. They have two children and a mortgage. They have not accepted Christ as their Lord and Savior. My daughter-in-law is pregnant with their fourth child. She suffered a miscarriage and lost their third baby just after she and my son recovered from Covid last February. We know the dangers of this shot for pregnant and nursing mothers and babies. We also know the risks of more severe reactions to the shot for those who have recovered. My husband and my children’s father passed away in 2009. He had battled with serious health issues for 10 years and was left disabled and eventually died. I am beyond believing/trusting in the system as I know that his condition was made so much worse by all of the medications and side effects from those medications. In my heart I just know that he lost his life because we trusted the doctors and their prescriptions. . . Oxycodone. Fentonyl. Blood thinners. Various meds for depression and anxiety. And on and on it went. I can’t bear the thought of my son and his wife suffering a similar fate.
In addition, just read that they will approve the shot for children 5 and up!!
Along with my heartache over this situation, I’m also having a terrible time coping with fears of being imprisoned in some camp! You see, all of my life I’ve had a terrible sense of foreboding about this. . . And fear of martyrdom. I’ve never been able to watch a movie or read stories about executions without having this horrid dark sense of foreboding wash over me. Sometimes it paralyzed me with fear. I cry out to Jesus in my heart, and usually it subsides, but I’ve been experiencing this feeling a lot lately and can’t seem to shake it! I’m hoping that your prayers, added to the cries of my heart, will just move this heavy weight off my chest, even if just for a little while.
Thank you all. I am so very grateful that I can come here and lay out what’s on my heart and ask for help with the heavy lifting! This forum, and Pastor JDs messages, have been my lifeline!