5/20/2021:
so i want to FIRST say that this post involves feelings that followed a dream i had. if you do not give credence to dreams, i totally understand, and you can completely disregard this post. but im aware that there are many on here who do think there is meaning in dreams beyond our personal lives, at least sometimes, so if youre one of those people, this might get your attention.
heres the headline that prompts me to tell you all about this:
so heres what i have to say about how the headline strikes me:
several years ago, when i was engaged to be married, i had a dream one night. my fiancé was still pretty deep in new-age stuff back then, and had been going down a really rough path in life. i was still in the process of getting him out of the depths of that muck, but he had gotten really far- and if not for me, he never would have cared to climb out of his hole. as he puts it, he was “killing himself” slowly.
as such, i was at the time his only motivation for getting to a better place in life. the dream i had, reflected that.
so now that you know the background for us “characters” in the dream, here is how it went: first of all, this must have been in 2017. covid culture was 3 years away still.
in the dream, i was walking with my fiance down like a street or sidewalk. we were on some kind of vacation or trip, because it felt like a different region entirely, and we were so leisurely strolling along, talking pleasantly. we walked past a cafe of sorts, and there were lots of little tables outside, with people sitting at them, drinking coffee etc, reading the paper, talking with people who sat with them. very NORMAL scene of people just going about their normal days at the cafe/restaurant.
we passed it up, and just a few minutes later, we headed back in the same direction we’d come from. when we got back to the cafe area, we were shocked to see that a bomb had exploded or something. everyone whod been sitting at the cafe minutes before, was blown to pieces, dead, blood splattered all around.
my fiance (Tyler) and i were then walking straight forward on a sidewalk there, a plain paved walkway, and there were hundreds of people lined up sitting on both sides of the sidewalk there, no space between each person, looking like panhandler types. they were all wearing dingy old dirty clothing, and no one reached out to us for help or anything, but they all murmured amongst each other, appearing desperate and they were beaten down by life, and we continued to walk down the sidewalk between them. no one bothered us.
i was doing okay despite the shock and horror and uncertainty. but i looked over at tyler walking alongside me, and a blank expression was taking over his face. he slowed his walk, seeming to “shut down” mentally; he was traumatized by the sight, and was losing his ability to keep going.
immediately, i put my left arm around his waist, to support his walk, and i covered his eyes with my right palm, so he wouldnt have to be distracted by the horrible sights anymore, and i said to him, “i promise that i will always love you and i will always be here for you.”
with that, i felt his strength come back. we continued to walk, my hand still covering his eyes and the other arm still around his waist, and i could feel his energy “mix” with mine, flowing all throughout both of us, i could feel his complete trust, that he could continue on now. i no longer could see the desperate people around us, or the sidewalk, or anything- it was just me and him walking, energized with the love of God. faith that we would make it through this together.
so that dream previously MOSTLY meant to me just an expression of my relationship with Tyler. since i didnt see covid coming, i didnt know what the cafe bombing meant. i did feel already that something big is coming eventually- “the bubble will burst one day”- and so i have always wondered since then what those parts of my dream would mean.
when the whole covid thing came up, and i began to understand within a month that this IS the bubble bursting that ive felt for years coming on, i remembered my dream in THAT light, and was like, is this was it was warning me of?
fast-forward to yesterday, when i saw the headline i just shared with you.
i clicked on the link, and was shocked to see the images that looked just like my dream- just the idea of cafes with the tables outside, people enjoying themselves together at them, as if everything is normal, when little do they know, its NOT going to be okay… it seems just like my dream:
now, i do understand that all of this could be simple conjecture and not based on something that will actually play out. but please bear with me. recently, when the Biden administration announced that we dont have to wear a mask anymore if we are vaxd, so many people- including on this forum- were like, oh this is great, how wonderful, its getting better out there! - well that is NOT how i have felt about it. i felt immediately that this is what leads to a covid passport, because the next obvious question from many would be, how do we prove whos vaccinated?
sure enough, within a few days, that very question was popping up everywhere, and covid passports are being talked about everywhere now, even being implemented in some businesses and some areas. and definitely in other countries.
so with that fact, and along with a few other things that felt sure to me, ive come to a place of feeling like i do have an understanding of where this is all headed. i was right about the covid passport. this isnt about tooting my own horn, its about being aware of my own awareness, and feeling prepared to share this warning with you, even if i may be wrong.
because after being right about that, this headline really struck me, and i felt its worth telling you- this is EXACTLY the precursor i saw in my dream: everyone chilling at a foreign cafe as if everything is okay.
is this what we are going to see in france or somewhere similar? where people think things are getting better, going just fine, yet moments later, everyone is blown to bits and everyone around me is penniless, physically dirty, and desperate?
i dont know for sure. and i will be so sorry if i turn out to be wrong, im not trying to scare anyone or make a false claim. i just have seen so much that adds up in my mind before it comes to true fruition, that its worth sharing with you.
the general content of these images were my dream. i dont know whats to come. but it mirrors my dream. so, that is my prayer: please pray for the people of France. travelers to france, the leaders, the citizens, anyone in there in the near future. even if my dream is wrong, prayer cant hurt, right? i dont know what else to do with the dream i had and seeing this headline that spoke so deeply to me. i felt it is worth telling you.
EDIT 5/22/2021:
I had a moment today where I put 2 and 2 together on something else regarding a dream, and I am wondering if it will mean anything, as well. let’s test this one out too.
but first I want to tell you a tidbit to quickly explain why I specifically am targeting my dreams as possibly having truth in its messages:
there is a lot to my dreaming history but I’m skipping over most of the story to make my main point regarding the question. and that main point is, I had a dream a year or 2 ago where I saw 2 male friends from the past, talking together. we were in the same group from friends from like 2003-2017, when I got engaged and realized I shouldn’t hang out with men anymore. when I had this dream in 2019, I hadn’t seen either of these 2 guys in years.
just like 3 days later, I ran into one of those 2 guys while I was taking a walk. he stopped his car to talk to me. I was like deer in headlights, feeling bad that I knew I’d end up having to explain that we aren’t friends anymore. he talked on, not seeming to notice that I was not acting my usual self. eventually, he asked if he should get my number or something, and that’s when I had to break it to him and it was tough but he accepted it and moved on.
but before we had that seriously awkward moment, he mentioned the other friend from my dream. he told me, “Eric hit me up wanting to hang out, but I decided no, some stuff happened, that I just don’t want to see him anymore.”
so after we parted and I continued walking alone, it hit me pretty quickly: This guy and Eric were in my dream just days ago, talking to each other! how weird- especially since I hadn’t talked to or thought of them in years. why did I suddenly dream that and then see one of them in “real life,” talking about the other one to me?! and pretty ironic that he told me that story about rejecting an old friend’s offer to hang out. hed had no idea I was about to do the same thing.
so since then, I have wondered what else I dream that may happen in real life somehow.
so, as for the dream I want to test out as far as whether it’s a “premonition” (is that the right word? I don’t want to be new-agey but I don’t know what to call this, “vision” maybe?), here it is:
[percolator parts window you may not have a heart but I still do]
I will come back to fill in the details but it’s a beautiful day and I need to do some power-washing. essentially though, for this dream, my prayer request is to please pray for my family. we have a special trip scheduled in late June, for my parents 40th anniv, and we have had sudden rare financial windfalls in the past couple years and that’s the only reason we can afford this. we are not like people who vacation every year etc. we have always had what we really need but we have had little excess so this is special timing for us. my dream involved end-times-type scenario and I have felt strange about the trip itself because of the times we are in, not knowing if we will even GET to take this one special trip you know? things are nuts out there. so I will come back later on to edit this post to type out what I saw in this dream that came to me within the past year or so. see ya soon
