the reason this is strange to me, is I’ve been experiencing something similar for 2 nights now. at evening when I’ve gone into the bathroom, for a split second I think I see a monster or a big piece of strange mold in the sink or in the toilet. I get frightened for a moment but it proves to not be there. I’ve found it strange. I have always been “afraid of the dark” and automatically fear seeing ghosts when the lights go out. but once the lights are on I am not afraid. so this thing happening, has been strange to me, just 2 evenings in a row now, when the lights are on. I wonder if it’s related to what you’re experiencing. the coinciding timing is weird, as I’ve never had this before.
I too wondered if it’s spiritual but it’s easy to forget once I leave the room, and I didn’t see details as strong as you did. thanks for bringing it up, it is very weird. I am praying for you and now I’m praying for me too lol. maybe we are anticipating seeing such things because there really is horror ramping up around us. it may not be in our own homesteads but the anticipation IS in US right now. that’s one explanation I can think of.
yesterday I felt overwhelmed by 2 bad things that happened outside of my control. I had done nothing wrong but still had to deal with the consequences. my husband and I continued our reading-through of the Bible late last night, and this time it was psalms 26 and 27. they REALLY spoke to my heart in terms of what I’m going through out of my control. I think you will find great comfort in these passages as well. I will paste them here. God bless you, and we shall trust in Him!!! :
A Prayer for Divine Scrutiny and Redemption
A Psalm of David.
26 Vindicate me, O Lord,
For I have walked in my integrity.
I have also trusted in the Lord;
I shall not slip.
2 Examine me, O Lord, and prove me;
Try my mind and my heart.
3 For Your lovingkindness is before my eyes,
And I have walked in Your truth.
4 I have not sat with idolatrous mortals,
Nor will I go in with hypocrites.
5 I have hated the assembly of evildoers,
And will not sit with the wicked.
6 I will wash my hands in innocence;
So I will go about Your altar, O Lord,
7 That I may proclaim with the voice of thanksgiving,
And tell of all Your wondrous works.
8 Lord, I have loved the habitation of Your house,
And the place where Your glory dwells.
9 Do not gather my soul with sinners,
Nor my life with bloodthirsty men,
10 In whose hands is a sinister scheme,
And whose right hand is full of bribes.
11 But as for me, I will walk in my integrity;
Redeem me and be merciful to me.
12 My foot stands in an even place;
In the congregations I will bless the Lord.
An Exuberant Declaration of Faith
A Psalm of David.
27 The Lord is my light and my salvation;
Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the strength of my life;
Of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked came against me
To eat up my flesh,
My enemies and foes,
They stumbled and fell.
3 Though an army may encamp against me,
My heart shall not fear;
Though war may rise against me,
In this I will be confident.
4 One thing I have desired of the Lord,
That will I seek:
That I may dwell in the house of the Lord
All the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the Lord,
And to inquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble
He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle
He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock.
6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me;
Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle;
I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice!
Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8 When You said, “Seek My face,”
My heart said to You, “Your face, Lord, I will seek.”
9 Do not hide Your face from me;
Do not turn Your servant away in anger;
You have been my help;
Do not leave me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me,
Then the Lord will take care of me.
11 Teach me Your way, O Lord,
And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
12 Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries;
For false witnesses have risen against me,
And such as breathe out violence.
13 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the Lord
In the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen your heart;
Wait, I say, on the Lord!