I am watching Divide & Conquer.
My dilemma is, I love my old Church, I have left in peace, I have tried as much dialogue as possible. BUT I cannot stay, legally it could be open but is not, when it is it is silent, no worship, no allowance for exemptions (not really) distanced, cold, all windows & skylights open, 40 in a space for 300.
It has only been open 5 times since last March.
My duty to Jesus is to fellowship so I have found real (not zoom) fellowship elsewhere.
I feel this division is impossible to avoid, almost like WW2 Germany, you are with the Jews or against. I am for humanity and Jesus touch and real fellowship, my children’s and friends mental health, not making them do online school all day, no friends, Groundhog Day.
I cannot worship God in a Church that now serves Covid regulations above Jesus, to be honest I am not sure my old Church are Christians, but I leave that in Gods hands & I pray for them. I do find it at any point now very hard to have fellowship with my old church friends, I feel they are omitting the assembling and honouring our government above all else. I do not feel hateful towards them but it is not easy to feel respect for these leaders, when it could have been so different. My old friends and their children and old people are condemned to miserable pharisecal gov laws that they obey more than anyone else I know. Please pray for us to have grace, love, humility & wisdom. But also not to judge where there is division?
The Church in China is divided between the official and house, communist regimes had the state versus underground.
I LOVE the prophecy updates, many many thanks & to you great IT guys!
Much love in Him
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