I remember having this exact same feeling. I would pray and not hear anything back, I began to really worry that I was not saved also. Remember the enemy is on a rampage right now because he knows his time is short. We are under heavy spiritual warfare. He wan’t to divide and make us feel hopeless.
I was in tears also feeling this way, I prayed to God to answer and He did, so beautifully. I read the “Jesus Calling” devotional every day and the March 10 devotion says it absolutely perfectly and put my mind to rest on the subject:
YOU ARE MINE FOR ALL TIME - and beyond time into eternity. No power can deny your inheritance into heaven. I want you to realize how utterly secure you are! Even if you falter as you journey through life, I will never let go of your hand.
Knowing that your future is absolutely assured can free you to live abundantly today. I have prepared this day for you with the most tender concern and attention to detail…
It continues, but this was given to me the same day that I prayed and I was absolutely set free by it.
Nothing can take you from His hand. Rest assured!